°☆°_SinceRe Appologize To PBB_°☆°

Well....im really feel sorry for keep blame n dont trust u..
A bit weird >.<
We're best fren...i shld not like that...
I don't trust u...tot u FANG FEI JI again and again...(In fact u are..haha..Kd)
Lucky ur sis reply me, even thats a bit late actually...Haha..
Some more, i tot u get H1N1 becoz of your sickness recently..
Angry u...angry u la...^^
Anyway, hope you enjoy with ur trip and take care of ur healty always...Miss ya^^

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Um, i no much mood to update the blog 2day...
So, i think....i would update it next few days...
A bit tired now...I just arrived JB home from KL..
Some more, i keep get nagging by my mum, frustrated, she always think that we have to earn BIG money...Shit...
I rather faster find the job n stay at outside..
Well, don't bother it...

°☆°_Bought the giFt foR mY NepheW_°☆°

Argh~~ Spent over Rm50 to buy somethings to my Nephew just....Sobs...
Actually is spent over Rm152....Coz it would be divided by 3...(Zoey, Ryan and Me)
What i bought? the Temperature Scan and the pampers LoLs^^

SIgh....im really poor still can't say anythings already....
Maybe...i can't online for few days...
Coz Coz....No Mood...Hahaha...
Tell u all the reason next time^^

*In fact, im really moody...Don't know how to describe my feeling now...Sigh*

Have a nice dream and sleep tight 2day^^
Miss Miss^^

Jessabelle~~

°☆°_AccoMpaNy mY Mum & ShoPpiNg 2daY_°☆°

My mummy feel unwell recently...
I accompany her to consult the doctor at Holiday Plaza in the morning..
So expensive...Rm3xx...Sweat!!

After that, we're going to walk ard the shopping mall for awhile...
Lols, i bought one dress and a black belt for the coming soon wedding dinner..(my 3rd sis getting married soon)
It was cost me ard Rm100 already...Sigh...

The money really not easy to earn....I'm headache with the spending now...
My wallet is totally become EMPTY now...
I not much money to spend now...
Start from now, CANT BUY anythings already..
Coz coz...I have to use the saving to pay one of the exam paper with 66pounds and one year subscription fees with ard 70pounds (4gotten the subscription fees alrdy) on Dec 2009.
SweaT~~~~~~~~~~~~

I WAN TO PASS....I NEED THE JOB....I NEED THE MONEY....I NEED A BF~~~
Hahaha...random only^^

Jessabelle

°☆°_HappY BiRtHdaY tO Mr.RonNei_°☆°

Yaya, today is my godbro's birthday..Mr. Ronnei San...Hahaha...
Happy Birthday to YOU^^
I just know that he break up with his gf recently...Keep changing of gf one....sweat!!
It's really OMG, why my guy's friends keep happened this kinda news..
Some of them are dating more than 3yrs...5yrs...or more...
It's couple cant be last long? make me scare of it...

Ronnei Kor keep told me that his look nice, charming, tall, many girls queue and blablabla...
Now, he also scare to get a partner already....Lols
We know each other more than 5yrs....is nearest 7yrs? i forgotten...
He is the 1st person to bring me to Club...hahaha...(my Kor baddie hor?? )

Ronnei Kor, don't always keep working only...girl need care and secure..Hahaha...
All the best to YOU and Wish you dream will become TRUE^^ Miss You ^0^

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My another godbro, ah loke (Loke is his surname)..He younger than me 1yr..
But he wan be my KOR...Lols, in fact he is my DI...
He also keep quarrel with his gf...I think he can handle it....
He knows much of the GUY....and told me that....What is a "PROMISE" from guy?

Me: "Guy always broke promise de!! All guy are KNS!!"
He: "Haha, Girls like guy promise ma, then guy give the promise lo..Sometimes, the guy know that he can't do it already, but he still promise a girl. Do you know the reasons?"

Me: "How i know that? I don't know, If can't make it, don't promise ma.."
He: "You listen to me 1st....1st-The guy don't wan that girl disappointed with him; 2nd-He don't want the girl unhappy; 3rd-He knows that he can't make it, but he will try to do it, maybe can!"

Me: "......."
He: " For 80% of the guy, promise is only a temporary, not forever de!

Me: "Sh1t, Guy always like that, girl need promise as secure ma, keep break the promise, nobody want to believe him already, make girl heartbroken only"
He: "Can't say like that, promise is nothing, why girls want a lots of promise? If the guy really love you, we don't need any promise what? Comes from heart is the most important, Not come from mouth. If the guy got e HEART and the girl believe him, of course there are no more promise this word in their chapter!

Me: " Girl give anythings to the guy if they fall in love, just wan a promise as secure, also can't?"
He: " Can't say like that, guy also give money and time to the girl ma..."

You win lo, do you think all the girls need the MONEY ...just with you? They can't earn themself ar? They only wan your care and accompany her ma...The guy so WHAT WHAT de loh...Sweat!! But, u also get your point la...Sigh...

Hope ur gf would stressless slowly...accompany her more ba...chou ah loke^^
Thanks of your " Remember, You are never walk alone!
Even i know that is only TEMPORARY....but it's enough~
You always is my DEAREST godbro also (TEMPORARY also...hahahha)

Jessabelle~Love~You

°☆°_How is my SaT ＆ SuN DaY?_°☆°

~ 22.08.2009 ~

I just went to Terbau City with Shun and Ping...
Shun testing his driving skill....LOls...
My comment is " Still not bad, at least better than me, hahaha"
Shun and Ping bring me to eat Japanese food, the taste it's really "Yummy Yummy"
Thx a lots^^

After that, Shun fetch me back home...and i take a rest ...blablabla..
Around 9pm, get a msg...continues with a called....
They just informed me to went out...Lols...
I wear a short pant with a tanktop...and waiting Chin Woo come to fetch me...
I just go into car, they say " Huh, we're not going yumcha, we're going to play badminton"
Lols, i almost fainteD....go down the car and go into my house to make a CHANGE -.-"

Some of them got class until 10pm? then we start to play badminton 1st while waiting them..
Tired Tired Tired....Finally, all of them coming and i go to take a rest...
They keep ask...why u dont wan to play already?
I just told them, " Oh, i wan to take a rest for awhile, xxx replace me 1st...yyy replace me 1st..." Lols
Me a bit baddie...Hahhaha...tired ler... T_T
Its over 12am++....Lols..
They still wan to continue and go yumcha...
I dont wan to go....TIRED and i wan to take a bath...my body so SMELLY...
They really can DO it...can MAKE it...me old already ...Sobbbssssss.....

And and.. ..
I told Zane that i would .....
Im quite sorry abt that .....
Keep FANG FEI JI....
Sure for NEXT TIME^^

~ 23.08.2009 ~
Do nothing for today...
Just watch the HongKong drama DVD with my mum and my brother...
Around 6pm++ , Edmund came to fetch me and my brother...
Where we going? Lols ~~ We're going to eat steamboat at Esther's house..
It's really OMG....Her dog, Sunny.........is so ACTIVE...
Keep follow n running around of us...
I never see the dog so active one...im really quite shock of it...


Sunny keep BITE me...Sobsssssss

1st ..2nd... 3rd rounds....we are FULL....
My stomach really full full full...
I keep put the ingredients into steamboat to them....make them MORE FULL FULL FULL...hahaha..me baddie...bleh..
Finally, 14 ppl of us....make it be empty....
Lols, ONE word....POWERFUL~QIANG~GENG..hahhaa
2AM already....all of them vy tired included me...T_T
Just took the BUS to home...
Lols, if got BUS....I rather dont wan go back my home...2AM ler...not 2PM...hahaha..

Long time never gather with them...the feel quite okay...its nice^^
Friendship Forever...mY DeaResT dUdE^^

Jessabelle

°☆°_Whether i caN maKe iT o Not?? Who KnowS??_°☆°

Just come back from outside...
Sigh, my fren just reminded me...it is im think too far already?? it is i possible to make it ??
I got my planning...That's what i wan to do....
But, maybe i'm really think too far n dreaming...Lols
Quite ....Sigh....speechless~~
Just wait for the time to pass and how is my effort...nobody can predict their future...

yeah yeah yeah....my mum always is my mum..Only the one~~
I know that....
How i unhappy n frustrated....i also cant move out of the house...
Just i quite pressure with it...give me a break n rest...
Argh~~~ I wan to cry....i wan to scream...give me a warm shoulder.....random~~

Jessabelle~~~

°☆°_My NaggG Mummy T_T _°☆°

SIgh, super bored...
Keep get nagging by my mummy...
Evyday keep nag nag nag~~
U not bored, i also feel bored with it already....Sigh~~
I just wan privacy n freedom...Let me go~~ T_T

Jessabelle~~

°☆°_从生日推断你是什么脾气？_°☆°

1， 帝雉 1/15~2/14出生
条理清晰、见解力强、诚实而坚毅型的人。虽然拥有老实又温和的外表，内心却隐藏着像梅花一般的坚强个性。重视自我实践、有效率地达成目标，你总希望能不断进步以完成更高的理想。你有向上的野心，更会不惜花费时间、金钱，力求完成。

2， 鹰 2/15~3/14出生
早 熟善感，富有个性与创意，独特的思维模式让你显得神秘与吸引力。文艺方面具有相当的天份，希望在旅游中找寻人生的真谛与灵魂的意义，流动式的生存方式，也 是你向往且擅长的，因此如果硬要把自已绑在一个固定的范围之内，你可能会感到有挫折感，「留在固定模式的框框」里，会埋没了你的才能！

3， 白鸽 3/15~4/14出生
心地善良总是把温暖欢乐带给别人，具有从事公益活动的精神。常常不顾自己，尽力完成别人的托付，要小心被心怀不轨的人利用。不过你却不会因此改变性格，但你却会升华这些教训，变得越来越坚强！

4， 蜂鸟 4/15~5/14出生
个性主观且执着，却是性情中人！不会沉溺于不切实际的空想当中，专心一志达成目标。能适时展现出勇敢果断的一面，口才佳，具谋略且反应快的你，有与生俱来的机智和过人的逻辑力，这样的你不论成为领导人物，还是人气活跃的角色，都会备受注目与拥戴。

5， 画眉鸟 5/14~6/14出生
天生具有神秘感与灵巧的变化性，但时常容易处于矛盾之中。隐藏着两种极端的个性，温柔与强势、可爱与妒嫉、浪费与小气，属于纤细敏感体质。在微笑背后，也有想象不到的超现实的另一面。你适合担任辅臣或谋臣，较能发挥力量。

6， 九官鸟 6/15~7/16出生
具好奇心，聪明且幽默风趣的人。想法一直在改变，虽然辩才无碍，但常不小心把重要的事说溜了嘴。对于耍宝、搞气氛方面也很擅长，人际关系手腕圆滑，如果能不把聪明表现得太过火的话，就能成为人气极旺的阳光人物喔！

7， 文鸟 7/17~8/16出生
容易觉得寂寞，很容易被感动，也很乐意感动别人。虽然很会照顾人，内心却有天真的一面，像彼得潘，是个长不大的顽皮小孩，不过，有时却令人意外地会展现出成熟的一面。

8， 孔雀 8/17~9/16出生
个性鲜明，超喜欢追求流行，永远在找寻自已能引人注目的方式。总是活在想象的世界里。拥有号召人群的能力，可以让大家都聚精会神听你说话；缺点是容易光说不练，若能培养行动力，就有本事让人都愿意跟随你。

9， 七色鸟 9/17~10/16出生
理智型的人，很懂得做事的方法，有时不免对他人的要求也高，如果过于苛求，最后可能会走向孤独，或许是因为带有悲观的性格，所以，你也会常常因为害怕失去，连可以得到的也将之拒绝的情形发生。

10，乌鸦 10/17~11/16出生
不笑的时候，显得冷酷与淡漠，其实内心隐藏热情，具长辈缘，也会得同辈与晚辈的喜爱与拥戴。不过，因为完美主义的倾向，而考虑太多难以下决定。对于讨厌的人，会毫不保留地加以唾弃，讨厌不公平的事情发生。

11，金丝雀 11/17~12/14出生
性情中人，容易冲动而行。不过正因为这股隐藏在内心的热诚，让你具有使不可能变成为可能的力量。遇到困难也会超越原本能力。你奉行「一次不忠百次不用」，不会背叛人，也决不原谅背叛的人。

12，鹦鹉 12/15~1/14出生
自由奔放的乐天派，但因为容易固执的结果，反而导

°☆°_WouLd yOu giMMe a ChaNce tO kNoW abOut yOu?_°☆°

~13.08.2009~

Gimme a chance? Lols..
Thats my wish...
When im sleeping like a piggy in the morning....He called me >.< Yes, i DO....Hahaha....Thx a lots for giving me a chance to know more abt YOU...
I WILL try my best to do WELL and used up my energy to keep it up^^
Hope i won't disappointed YOU and get a PASS from YOU....Hehehe..
YOU are my wish...my hope...my love...my whole...Lols, a bit too over...hahaha...

After get a good news, i went dating...hahaha...
Lols, don't know what i bought...spent over Rm3xx again...Sweat!!
I can't buy so much of things already...i was poor >.<
No work, No income, No pocket money, Not much saving already!!
What should i do? Eat maggie? Let me keep fit and Hungry till dead? Get a "Gold Turtle"? haha...a bit funny, Gold Turtle? bleh...

Zane sure told me, "Jess~~ Why u still dont go to find job?"
Lols, Okok, i WILL i WILL^^ Haha...
Zane sure miss me a lots...hahaha...

Zax, plz remove your horror pic..haha....
Me scare of it >.<
Btw, u dont remove also okay...me say say only..hahaha..

Thx for Colborn concerned..
Your life is wonderful..
I would let u know if im there^^ Hehehe

Chou Seng, you find me for? Haha...
I contact u next time? Or u continues to tag me here? ^^
I wan to know one secret from you, can? Hehe..
Keep in touch^^

Thx Honey Rocky...Bao Bao? Dont wan ler...
But i wan go to Korea, can? Haha..
You sponsor me all the expenses to Korea trip ^^

EEeeee, i really hope can go around worldwide...
Go to differ countries....Enjoy their life....
Eg: Korea, Japan, New Zealand, Canada, Aus, Switzerland, Taiwan and Etc..
If i could go with my hubby to one country per year ....So nice and happiness^^

However, the happiness would not ard you always....
Sometimes, u need some effort...and fate?
I discovered that my secret and unhappy keep in my heart always...
Nobody know abt that..only me and you.....
I just tell u all my things...my secret...
Coz u are the one ......who.....i believe....i trust....
The only one.....wont cheat me....wont hurt me....wont let me sad....
Thats YOU......mY BeLoveD.....

Jessabelle~Love~You

°☆°_Talking Nonsense NoW ??? LolS_°☆°

Just feel wanna to blog somethings...
But i don't know what to blog better? ^^

This few weeks is better to let me cool down..
Think of what i wan?
Think of what i need?
Argh, i really don't know that i can make it o not...

Nobody know abt me...
Do you think that im nice?
But...why i don't think im nice?
If im really nice...why nobody care of me really and ard me...??
(my tear almost tripped out, sigh)

I wan go back few yrs ago.....catch back the happy memories...

°☆°_mY Eldest Sis's New House_°☆°

Rarw, im quite bored with helping my sis to GUARD the house....
Quite nth to do here...zzzz
Lucky Zoey lent the broadband from her fren...
Then i can online now^^

Few days ago....i went to the nearest shopping centre--One Utama (One U)
1st time to wait the bus here...I don't know the time schedule of the bus -.-
I was wasted 1 hour to wait for that stupid bus..

In fact, i dont know where to get down the bus....am i brave? wakakaka
One U near by Ikea and Tesco...i though i have to get down here?
But, i wan to get down nearer One U >.<
I was lazy to walk so far from Ikea and Tesco to One U...even though there are link 2gether..
I felt weird...the bus like go out from these area...OMG >.<
It is the bus would turn back to my staying place now???
Ok, Nvm...WAIT again...
Eh...the bus like turn to One U there?
LOls, my decision is correct^^ hehehe..

Get down the bus, im starting to shop shopppppppppping now >.<
Pass by the Hush Puppy outlet, go into shop, bought somethings...(stay almost 1hr inside, sweat!!) then money gone >.<
After that, i bought a brand name bra...Lols....Not bad^^
I just bought bra and what what in hush puppy....spent over rm3xx already..T_T
Just walked for 6hrs...my leg started painful already....
I really have to stop now and going back home...
But, me blur blur...go to the wrong way to take bus...Sigh~~~
Nth to say for myself....me quite blur..zzzzz

To Zane: Don't quit School, okay? and be happy always....Nth is impossible^^ Don't too MATURE MINDED ...Bleh...always be a kid is nice than adult...be naive better^^ (Only bully me hor, bad de, me not kid already....)

To Davin: Dont know what happen to u, but...don't sad in your life...if u wanna be sad, be sad for somethings thats worth it^^ I know got ard 4girl girl chase u now....but you also cant ignore me ma..me sad de hor...T_T..hahaha.....Miss you~~

And, i promise to myself...
I have to faster 4get that feel...i like u, but i cant like u, coz u got gf already^^
Engaged = engaged, nth is play play only....
I already done what i can do for you...yr gf would take care of u^^
So, i dont think i hv to do so much of extra things....Happiness for you^^
We always are best fren^^
Somemore, someones is waiting for me....hahaha..Bleh
Miss Miss ^0^

Love & Hug
Jessabelle